I am so sorry to hear this, I know how you feel. I find it easier to adopt again in a short time to have a friend to comfort you no questions asked. I also have always felt the dogs I have had would want me to give another dog a happy loving forever home. I am not trying to tell you what to do just relating what I do and how I feel. We are all different and grieve in different ways, I'm with you.

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