You know he will always be in my heart Paul. It's been hard knowing he died alone at the bottom of the stairs probably wanting to come up to be with me. That is really tearing my heart out and not a thing I can do to change it.I made a meatloaf sandwich for lunch just now and he wasn't there for the scraps. He always was, missing at the door when I just got home for lunch too. I got up out of bed last night because I could have sworn I hear a dog bark downstairs, but, alas, none of course.
