In addition to almost dieing I had to put one of beloved dogs down today. I had no choice, I had been giving her 2 raw eggs every morning and ham and chese at lunch and hotdogs for dinner plus she was still eating her dog food. Despite all that she just kept losing weight, vet didn't know why, could find nothing wrong with her. She went very peacefully, she fell asleep with me stroking her head and never woke when the IV was put in or the injection was done. She passed very peacefully. I am OK because I saw it coming for months, I am still sad and cried and I loved her very deeply but she was ready and I knew there was no choice. I am missing her presence very much and it is rough on top of trying to recover from my own health issues. She had lost weight to the point of seeing her hip bones, ribs, and spine. She was alert and had a ravenous appetite as always until yesterday when she stopped eating. I am now down to just Porkchop.
