Hey Rich,
As others have said you are not on your own. we all go through this mid life crisis in varying degrees.
I have been there and went to the quacks, his first suggestion was pills etc. NOPE not going there, his next and best advice was that I was now on the mend as I had recognized the problem. You have now taken that first step, and I commend you for opening up here.
As Bruce said above only you can fix it, but you will need support, and you obviously have that from all the friends on this forum.
So as we all move forward it appears that we will no longer be seeking advice on our rides, but on how we ride life.
You mentioned moving, even to another country, great idea, not permanently, but do some travel, gain other aspects on life, meet new people etc. That's one of the things I did and found it most rewarding. In fact I even met up with Dwight. So if you decide to come downunda look me up, only too pleased to show you some hospitality.
