Crazyhorse, you were waxing all poetic there, till that last sentence, got me a little depressed. So here's a little pick me up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnYIOpFHRgY

Every normal man must be tempted, at times, to spit on his hands, hoist the black flag, and begin slitting throats. H. L. Mencken