I ask myself 'what if' every day multiple times. I was the last to see him alive. by 45 minutes. I was the last to tell him he was always wrong and I was always right. I was the last person to have several belly laughs about certain people on this forum. I hate asking 'what if' all the time. And I find it increasingly harder to log into BA.com because to me it was Johns site. It's not the same anymore. And I don't have that proud feeling about riding my America anymore. This one hit to close to home.
