Mike, it was 3 1/2 years ago that I smoked my last fag, and THIS after 40 years of smokin' and loving it! Yup, Nic and I finally parted ways, and to be honest I'm glad I'll never see the bugger again. Monkey off my back.
Now, take it from me... it CAN be done. And being done with Nic is sooooo liberating. Tell you what, Mike... take some of that money you spent on cigs and spend it on your bike. Move on ahead in a new direction and kiss that part of your past good-bye. Decide, do, enjoy. Your life is about to open up to amazing new possibilities! Good on ya for starting out on your journey of "life without Nic." Nic's an ass anyway!!!!