I have not been very "church" active in a few years but I do beleive in a god. I will ask for prayers for your wife and you. I have never met you personally but as you say I feel this isa family. and Familys share pain as well as joy.

I have always found this to help me in troubled times. I hope it helps you also. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ieVMf7MGXxU&feature=related

and the one I was taught as a child.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGnKj9QVTXY&feature=related

PEACE BE WITH YOU.

Mal: "Y'all see the man hanging out of the spaceship with the really big gun?{ref, Jayne} Man's lookin' to kill some folk. So really, it's his will y'all should worry about thwarting."