Chy, I don't tend to read the lounge posts much but having read what's going on with you and your family, all I can say is, it gives me a heavy heart and makes me want to help you in some way.
Then I read you have sold your bike for all the obvious reasons but it just makes me feel worse.
I know under the circumstances this is a good thing for you and I certainly don't want to harp on about this one but please don't be too proud to not accept even small tokens of support if need be.
Our families are everything to us so just remember there are people who would be happy to offer their own level of support.
Just something to keep there in the back of your mind.
staffo
