Our hopes and prayers are with you during your trials.....
Chy , like you , I have aquired a cynical view of people through experience....i.e. Sam Clemmons quote when asked about his fellow man ,"people are no d#@* good" ... and as a rule of thumb.....but there are good folks out there... hang in there brother , as my grandmother always told me, keep digging , with that much H.S. there has to be a pony in there some where......