That's a mighty heavy load to tote brother. Don't know what I can do to help, but if you can think of anything, let me know.
Signed,
Former full time single father of two, whose 1st wife ran away years ago when the oldest was 5.
Found the right wife 14 years ago, who raised the kids as if they were her own.
They are now 24 and 26. We got by...
