Congrats. Read the book "Blink" by Malcolm Gladwell. It is about how our subconscious mind processes information and how we make decisions. He uses as an example, the Diallo shooting in NY where two cops killed a young black man who was unarmed. There are other very interesting interviews with officers who describe in detail their experiences when firing their weapon. Over 90% of officers never discharge their weapons on duty during their entire career, which means it is unlikely that you will ever need to make those kind of decisions.
It's a great book for everyone. It will change the way you think about how you think. I think...
