Okay, now it's time to look on the bright side. You didn't kill anyone, least of all yourself. You didn't even injure anyone. It's just a little property damage. Personally I don't care as much about leaving the scene of an accident as much as the decision to drive even slightly intoxicated. It's a lapse in judgment, although repeated. So ya take your lumps and you move on. Just promise never to do it again.