Very sorry to hear that Rob, really hard to not be able to say good by and bury him at home. I am not a cat person but am an animal lover and totally understand,makes me sad at the thought. Seems cats usually go off to die. I had a really cool cat as a kid that acted more like a dog than a cat. If the he was really sick maybe it was for the best even if it hurts now. I feel for you.

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