On Mothers Day in 1983 a friend came to the door of my home and brought me the heart rending news that my Paramedic Partner of two years had been killed on his way home from work by a drunk driver.
Two weeks before that I had told him how much I appreciated him as a partner. I learned a painful but powerful lesson that I have never forgotten since and actively do to this day. Always tell those around you what they mean to you. Never put off saying anything because life is so uncertain.
Everyday since that day, before I go to work, I go and kiss my kids good bye and tell them I love them. Because I well know, there are no guarantees that they or I will return home that day.
I tell my wife and friends a like what I feel. I express gratitude to anyone who helps me or befriends me or encourages me. Some here have heard me express gratitude at risk of being sappy. But I will not have regrets in this life. I will do all that I can to have confidence in knowing that I won't ever have to say "I wished I would have..."
This last week I was presented with the opportunity to spend time with my Mom as she ended up in the hospital I work at. I took time while at work to go see her and sit with her, watch her sleep. She would boast to the nurses caring for her, this is my son Eddy, he's a Flight Paramedic! Well, that part made me squirm, but knowing I made her proud was worth it.
My Mom Died this morning. As much as I have seen death, as much as I thought I was prepared, it still hurts. But...I took the time, even when it seemed like there was plenty of time yet ahead, I took the time and once again was left with little to regret.
It's been said before this place is a lot like family. I certainly have some great friends here. I share this with you not for you to feel badly for me, but to encourage you to take the time with those around you, to say what you need to say, say what you want to say so that when life happens, you will have no regrets.
eddy
