Thank you again one and all for your kind words. It does help for me to come here and read this.I know I am not alone. I feel for those of you who have had the loss of a family member too. Things like this make me realize how short life is and makes me want to try and be a better person.

I learned all I need to know about life by killing smart people and eating their brains.
Eat right ,Exercise ,Stay fit, Die Anyway!