We all do things and then get side tracked. I agreed with UncleCharlie...you obviously really loved the dog, so give that love to a couple that aren't loved right now. It's not resolution, but might go some way to filling the hole that is now in your lives.
And as Yota says don't be too hard on yourself.
And don't sit in the van with the windows up.
Gina
03 America - Pretty stock - except the TBS wheel...

06 America - missing, presumed in bits. With it's TBS wheel...

09 America - It's very blue....